May 6, 2012

Gifts from the sea

“…I want first of all…to be at peace with myself. I want a singleness of eye, a purity of intention, a central core to my life that will enable me to carry out these obligations and activities as well as I can. I want, in fact – to borrow from the language of the saints – to live “in grace” as much of the time as possible…”

Those words above are from one of my favourite books, Gift from the Sea by Anne Morrow Lindbergh. Although that book was written in 1955, it’s still alive on the page today. And in my heart.

Maybe it’s something to do with the timelessness of shells?

I’ve been thinking about this because on Thursday I spent the afternoon at the Margate Shell Grotto, and although there is a mystery of the date this magic place was created – 1700′s, Roman times, on maybe in the mid 19th century when it was rediscovered – it still has the power to awe and silence visitors (well, this one anyway!)

My visit was part of my garden journey. Although not traditionally a garden, the grotto sums up everything important about the project – the way gardens (or garden buildings such as grottos and follies) are now seen as the very essence of Englishness and yet contain influences from all over the world; that the best ones are sources of wonder – for both the creator and the visitor; and just importantly, they are the containers of brilliant obsessive passionate life affirming stories.

The Shell Grotto is now owned privately by the lovely Sarah Vickery, but was only discovered by accident in 1835 when a certain Mr James Newlove lowered his young son down a hole that had appeared in the garden of his home in a suburban Margate street. His son came back to the light chattering about tunnels decorated with shells, and so the grotto was found. It’s open to the public now, and its unprepossessing home is definitely part of its charm.

I must admit that by the time I reached Grotto Hill, I’d given up on the grotto really being as magic as people said.

How wrong could I be?

So who built it?

Well, that’s the million dollar question, and one Sarah quite rightly says that she’s not too bothered to know the answer to in case it limits the mystery. The obvious solution – carbon dating – won’t work because of the oil lamps used in Victorian times, so over the years, people have tried to find out about the original builders in every way you could imagine.

As with all the gardens I’ve visited so far, I tried to forget everything I knew about the history of the garden and stood in the middle of the main room of the grotto to absorb what I could of the Spirit of the Place.

Luckily I didn’t feel the ectoplasm crawling down my back that some of the seance ladies in the photograph above claimed to experience. Or, more disappointingly, find myself communicating with a handsome Phoenician soldier. Instead, and to my surprise, what I came up with was a dance. This is partly because of the shells spiralling up to the light…

… the exuberance of the patterns leading your eye round the corner…

… the twists and turns of the corridors…

and the surprises that make you stop, and then start again…

I can’t recommend a visit highly enough.

There’s a grace about the grotto that you won’t forget, and to continue Anne Morrow Lindberg’s quote that I started this piece with … “By grace I mean an inner harmony, essentially spiritual, which can be translated into outward harmony…”

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April 18, 2012

Overheard in John Dane Gardens – A poem

Overheard in John Dane Gardens

Don’t go too near,
missy. I remember.
I’m not saying it was
a bargain. That fountain
splashes. I never would.
After 30 years, you’d think.
You’re fitter than me.
Although the buildings
are in disrepair. It’s my
fault. Can you hear me?
I haven’t had time to stop.
And do we have time?
Time for tea, I think.

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March 16, 2012

Kent Writers – Susan Wicks

Susan Wicks is one of our Kent Writing treasures, as those lucky enough to have studied or worked with her, or who have enjoyed her writing, will agree. Born and still living in Kent, the list of her publications goes on and on, and includes poetry, short stories, translations and novels – House of Tongues, Bloodaxe, Cold Spring in Winter/Valérie Rouzeau, Arc, Roll Up for the Arabian Derby, bluechrome, De-iced, Bloodaxe, Night Toad: New and Selected Poems, Bloodaxe, Little Thing, Faber and Faber, The Key, Faber and Faber, The Clever Daughter, Faber and Faber, Driving My Father, Faber and Faber, Open Diagnosis, Faber and Faber, Singing Underwater, Faber and Faber.

Heck, it’s almost as long as her list of awards (she’ll HATE me doing this, by the way. Sue’s famously modest…) BUT look – 2010 Weidenfeld Translation Prize, Cold Spring in Winter/Valérie Rouzeau, shortlist 2010 Griffin Poetry Prize (Canada), Cold Spring in Winter/Valérie Rouzeau, shortlist 1996 T. S. Eliot Prize, The Clever Daughter, shortlist 1996 Forward Poetry Prize (Best Poetry Collection of the Year), The Clever Daughter, shortlist 1992 Aldeburgh Poetry Festival Prize, Singing Underwater.

However, hurrah, Sue’s got a new book out. A novel, published by the mighty Salt called A PLACE TO STOP which consists of entwined stories exploring the meaning of boundaries, both real and imagined. David Constantine says this about it: “The stories in the novel intersect and reflect on one another. Nothing is fixed, these are lives still being lived by people in a sensuously present locality which, like dreamers, they go beyond.”

Plus it’s the bookclub choice at the White Review which seems like another good recommendation.

Here are Susan’s five sentences. I found them surprising and rather beautiful. I hope you enjoy too, and go and seek out more of her work.

When I was small, I wanted to be a plate designer. I thought I could live in a caravan and paint beautiful plates and people would come to visit me and buy them and I’d have enough money to live on. (This was when I was about six.)

I may not say it aloud but
that’s almost certainly because it isn’t worth saying.

I tend to whoop inwardly quite often, about many things. I whoop about travel – flying and boat trips, particularly – and about scenery, and about finally managing to cut loose alone somewhere new. I whoop inwardly when I feel life is changing. I whoop about my friends’ and relatives’ achievements. I sometimes whoop at my own – but mostly I find I just move the goalposts!

Something that never fails to give me inspiration is
true solitude – and a good breakfast! Mental space, and rich fuel. I believe the mind left to itself will start to play – to imagine things, to doodle. You only have to give it the space it needs and it will do its thing. I actually think even boredom can be quite helpful: if you’re a bit bored by your life you’re compelled to invent something on paper to make it more interesting.

My five favourite words are … Oh dear. This may be odd for a poet, but I don’t think I have favourite words. I’m not sure I can really isolate words from what they denote and suggest. I’d have to choose something in a foreign language, something I only half understood. Otherwise I’d slip straight through it into a picture or a thing, an action, a sensation…

Valérie Rouzeau, a French poet I’ve translated, makes up words in her poems – words like ‘désespérir’, which doesn’t exist and is a mixture of the two words for ‘despair’ and ‘perish’ – I’ve translated it as ‘desperish’. When she urges, ‘not desperish’, I think she’s packing about as much into a word as anyone can. Her new poetry collection, just published in France, is called ‘Vrouz’ – a new word made from her own name. If I had to be a collector of words rather than a collector of images I think those are the kind of words I might choose.

And lastly, I asked Susan what books she’d been reading recently:

It may be just coincidence that I’ve been reading books about France over the past few weeks, between correcting the proofs of A Place to Stop and seeing the first copies arrive… I just read Irène Némirovsky’s Suite Française, and felt enriched by the experience of reading that unfinished novel with the author’s notes and projections for the unwritten third section of the book, as well as the correspondence between her and her editor and letters exchanged among her publisher, family and friends after her death. Perhaps by coincidence too, I’m currently reading – on the very warm recommendation of the poet Jackie Wills – a book called The Château, by William Maxwell, set in the France of a just four or five years later (1945) and originally published in 1961. It’s wonderfully atmospheric and intelligent. I’m reading it slowly, with relish. And it’s reminding me just how perceptive and sensitive an instrument of truth fiction can be.

Thanks, Sue. And for those of us lucky enough to live near Tunbridge Wells, Sue and the young adult novelist, B R Collins, will be reading at Waterstones on the 26th March from 6pm. You will need to contact the store to reserve a ticket, apparently there will be cake!

But for now, as a thank you for coming on here, Sue, here’s a plate of proper breakfast for you…

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February 23, 2012

A private tour round the gardens of Canterbury Cathedral and the Franciscan Gardens

It was a treat yesterday to visit two of the real city centre gardens in Canterbury – those at the Cathedral and also the Franciscan Gardens in the High Street. The visits were part of my creative project as Canterbury Laureate, and I’m writing literary responses to all the gardens I visit. How lucky am I?

In fact, the bubbles of excitment I felt were rather like these balloons running free down the street! (The gate you can see behind is the Eastbridge Hospital, part of the Franciscan Gardens).

And what’s strange is that the more gardens I visit, the stronger the response I get when I find what it is I want to write about. I just have to let myself experience the garden and let it find me, rather than to search too aggressively for stories.

But oh, the stories I have to let go.

Such as the walnut tree grown from seed by one of the Cathedral gardeners…

Or the perfect circle of crocuses (croci?) that has been planted to the exact spot where the rose window of the Cathedral tour would land if it were to fall…

Or even an appreciation of Peter Dee, one of the gardeners, who is a walking book of stories about the Cathedral…

Whilst over at the Franciscan Gardens, I was taken by all the different places to sit. Should I write about them…

Or the real feeling of peace

Come and walk round with me. (I think I’ll have to upload music or commentary to this video soon, it feels rather like a horror movie at the moment! I promise nothing bad happens round the corner…)

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February 17, 2012

Dominic Parker reads Gertrude Jeckyll at the Secret Gardens of Sandwich

As I go round each of the gardens on my list in Kent, I’m getting the people who love the garden most to read a piece of garden or nature writing that I’ve selected for them. Dominic Parker, owner of the Secret Gardens of Sandwich, was my first* and so it was only right that he should read from Gertrude Jeckyll’s wonderful Children and Gardens in his Jeckyll designed garden. I was also delighted when he offered to read a poem he had written himself.

I hope you enjoy!

*I think you can tell I’m not fully expert on video recording yet! Since this one, I’ve invested in a tripod. This is a wonderful learning experience. Also as I go on, it *might* get less cold!

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YES, You DO need another Self-Help Book…

I'm very pleased to tell you that my first poetry collection, YOU DO NOT NEED ANOTHER SELF-HELP BOOK is now available to buy.

Here's what some people have said about it:

'Sexy and tragic - my favourite combination.' Will Hermes, Rolling Stone magazine

'I come undone when I read her words. Her poetry slays me.' Susannah Conway

'There's a quiet sizzling underneath the surface of these poems, which can make you smile and wince at the same time.' Philip Gross

You can listen to poems from the book here. And you can buy a copy here.

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MY BOOKS

YOU DO NOT NEED ANOTHER SELF-HELP BOOK - my debut poetry collection.

LEADING THE DANCE - A collection of my short stories.

SOMETHING BEGINNING WITH - my first - and alphabetical - novel, which has been translated into six languages so far.

GETTING THE PICTURE - a novel of love and revenge, based loosely on Les Liaisons Dangereuses but set in an old people' home. .

TELL ME EVERYTHING - my second novel, just re-published, which explores how we create ourselves through narrative.

News and events

* 16 May 2012 - Keep the date free - it's National Flash Fiction Day 2012!

23-27th July – Whitstable Oyster Festival

23-27th August – Herne Bay Festival

15-27 October – Canterbury International Festival

This year I'm proud to be the CANTERBURY LAUREATE. There is a special page on this website, soon to be filled with news of this role. I have plans! If you are linked to literature, art or education in Kent, and would like to work with me, then please do get in touch.

And in the news:
Listen to the first half of my CBC broadcast with William Gibson here, and the second part here.